laziness-->lack of time-->pressure

its 6.30 in da morning, and yet i am still awake!! My eyes are quite tired but just couldnt get to sleep, so now i'm here~

B4 easter holiday, i told myself that i have to start doin revision and starts preparing my assg and tests during the Easter break. However, i didnt manage to do it. now its the 7th week of the semester, many assg and tests are coming ahead, yet i have prepared nothing at all...XP

Now, 2 tests and 1 report due next week. If i'm hardworking enough, i will get all these tasks done on time. After all these tests and assg, i SWEAR i will START preparing for the next assg and tests!! Though i doubt of myself whether i'm that discipline, but i hate this kind of feeling---> PRESSURE!!

Whenever i have any assg or test due very soon and i have done no preparations, i would feel really emo and pressure. Nah, i bet everyone has this feeling/experience too! and this emo feeling will cause me insomnia. Haihz, i hate this feeling, seriously.. therefor, can some1 pls keep remind me not to be lazy?!??!!HAHA...

Whenever i feel pressure or emo, i always miss home, miss my hometown, my family, and my college life. College life??? Yup, although i had many bad memories during 2 1/4 yrs in that college, but that was the most relaxing moment in life. i have my car, work part time, earn extra cash, went shopping with my dearest friends. Life is that easy except some hard time spent on books.

When we are still a kid, we often wish that we could grow up ASAP, life of an adult is interesting to us~ but when we r an adult, we often wish to go back to the time we used to have in several years ago..isn't it just being dilema?? Human are born to be like tat. never appreciates what they have now, and regrets after they lost them. i used to hope my college life would finish ASAP coz that college never gv me any sweet memories (except i got to know Mun). but, when im in Uni now, the pressures i had always pulling me down and makes me miss the old time. :)

i will be attending a tutorial in another 2 hours time. guess i will get some sleep soon after the class.