Ahhhhhh...hate exams!!! How i wish the time could flies, AFAP, then i can go back to my home-sweet-home!!! Although still under great stress, but half of my heart had flew away..to somewhere with no exams and no books!!!
i have about 3 weeks to go b4 i can go home!! Can't wait for it, seriously!!
Keep thinking what do i need to buy home, what to buy for them, pity penniless girl..soBzz..
Sorry all friends n family if i din get u guys anything good. but for sure chocolate treat is on me!!
well, gotta go back to my books d...sigh...its another 'book-ing' day...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Don't wanna bother anything anymore...
Haihz, after so many things, i guess its time for me to grow la.
Don't wanna being so childish. Just let them be ba.
I don't care, it's not important.
From now on, its already not my matter, i won't care!
Now the most important is to prepare well for my exams.
I feel very happy to have my dar with me.
Make life simple, stay happy! :)
Don't wanna being so childish. Just let them be ba.
I don't care, it's not important.
From now on, its already not my matter, i won't care!
Now the most important is to prepare well for my exams.
I feel very happy to have my dar with me.
Make life simple, stay happy! :)
Friday, October 16, 2009
Is this what friends for??
Ever since i came to Tasmania, i never been so emo, or down like now before. I don't know what i should say. I just feel so speechless over the matter just happened these days. I don't know is it my problem? or i'm just being so unfortunate to make things happened?
Recently i recall what happened to me last year, when i was still in Disted. I had some problems with my course mates and at last i had to be alone and sort of being boycot. Fortunately i have my high school friends, which are also my best friends, also my family, to be with me whenever i needed. But now, i came here, Tassie, i thought it would be a new start for me stay away from those bad memory, get some new friends here, create a new network. however, i was wrong!
I really have no idea what had happened recently. we used to be in a big group of 12, but now its like separated into groups. The 10 of them had eventually mix very well and being very close. This is not anything bad. But i'm wondering why me n BH gotta being leave behind? Now they are friends, we are nothing!! When we bumped into each other, they just treated us like stranger. They even attended other friend's party and leave us behind. This seems unusual to me, but i guess they would feel happier without our existence. Maybe we are not valuable? or we are just being so 'unnecessary' in the group?
Human's heart is really unpredictable and scary. they often change without your acknowledgement. Nowadays i have keep myself in the room, not going anywhere if not necessary. I'm not gonna see those situation, however, i couldn't stop myself from thinking. that's why i'm here blogging again. I'm wondering how is the road trip gonna be if this situation remains.
Recently i recall what happened to me last year, when i was still in Disted. I had some problems with my course mates and at last i had to be alone and sort of being boycot. Fortunately i have my high school friends, which are also my best friends, also my family, to be with me whenever i needed. But now, i came here, Tassie, i thought it would be a new start for me stay away from those bad memory, get some new friends here, create a new network. however, i was wrong!
I really have no idea what had happened recently. we used to be in a big group of 12, but now its like separated into groups. The 10 of them had eventually mix very well and being very close. This is not anything bad. But i'm wondering why me n BH gotta being leave behind? Now they are friends, we are nothing!! When we bumped into each other, they just treated us like stranger. They even attended other friend's party and leave us behind. This seems unusual to me, but i guess they would feel happier without our existence. Maybe we are not valuable? or we are just being so 'unnecessary' in the group?
Human's heart is really unpredictable and scary. they often change without your acknowledgement. Nowadays i have keep myself in the room, not going anywhere if not necessary. I'm not gonna see those situation, however, i couldn't stop myself from thinking. that's why i'm here blogging again. I'm wondering how is the road trip gonna be if this situation remains.
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