Sunday, April 18, 2010

lucky day, or a bad day????hmmmpp

I dunno i shall call today a 'lucky day'?? or a 'bad day'...

Lucky thing is that the test question for P&P is quite easy today, and i was still fresh even i just slept for 2 hours today.

the unlucky thing is that i bumped into the GAY couple TWICE within 10 minutes. actually nothing big deal saw them around,isn't it?? but i never expect B could tell others he was so sad for losing so many friends last year, and feel so unease even bump into each other. F U lar....B is the one RUINED our friendship...keep his shit mouth and stick it on A's asshole la...both the F'king GAY couple. I believe u will have ur KARMA SOON, B(itch)!!

Freaking tired now...1 test down, 1 more to go on wednesday...hope to get some rest for today before i start to fight for the Services marketing test. I'm glad that i have done my assignment which will due on wednesday, else i got no time to rest at all...>.<

Oh ya, i met some1 who is really KIASU today. i was trying to be friendly and ask him whether he has prepared for test Q. then, that KIASU ppl replied :" NO ANSWER"...FCUK~ such a KIASU ppl...look down upon u!!BoOoOoOooooooo~~~~~~~~~~

Why Tassie got so many holes??? ASSHOLE!!!!!

Friday, April 16, 2010

1st time in my life..^^

Last night i spent more than 8 hours doing the Marketing Communication case study report. At the beginning was very tough, and i spent 2 days on reading the case study but i got no clue how to start and answer the questions. I email my lecturer seek for her advice. Fortunately, she brief me on the questions and i finally understand how to attempt the questions.

Last night my Assignment MOOD was on and i do my assg for 8 hours consecutively. HAHA...not really feel tired during the process yet quite enjoy it. i left my last question for today, which i just get it done. feel kind of relief now. i can get some rest for today, and start with my revision for 2 tests which coming on monday and wednesday~

Happy, Happy~

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Nothing, but bla bla..^^

Uh huh...im here again~ haha..getting addicted to blogging nowadays. When i'm stressed out looking at the assg question paper, i thought of Blogspot!! Lolx..think of blogging could really release my stress ( a little little bit)..at least this is a relaxing thing to do, right?

Hahhaa..i wonder how many ppl is viewing my blog. it is gonna be stupid if i knew no one is reading and yet im so enjoy writing..^^ however, this is one of the methods i can release stress~

i almost update a blog a day but in fact i have ntg much to share. just to be here and 'talk' to blogspot. at this hour, i could hardly find a person to chat with me, even my dAr, since he is busying with his assg and presentation. sigh...boring a~~ tho i shud be doing my assg, but...so sien larrr.....>.<

ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT....i know i cant get rid of u, but pls, try to be as simple as possible....T.T

Monday, April 12, 2010

laziness-->lack of time-->pressure

its 6.30 in da morning, and yet i am still awake!! My eyes are quite tired but just couldnt get to sleep, so now i'm here~

B4 easter holiday, i told myself that i have to start doin revision and starts preparing my assg and tests during the Easter break. However, i didnt manage to do it. now its the 7th week of the semester, many assg and tests are coming ahead, yet i have prepared nothing at all...XP

Now, 2 tests and 1 report due next week. If i'm hardworking enough, i will get all these tasks done on time. After all these tests and assg, i SWEAR i will START preparing for the next assg and tests!! Though i doubt of myself whether i'm that discipline, but i hate this kind of feeling---> PRESSURE!!

Whenever i have any assg or test due very soon and i have done no preparations, i would feel really emo and pressure. Nah, i bet everyone has this feeling/experience too! and this emo feeling will cause me insomnia. Haihz, i hate this feeling, seriously.. therefor, can some1 pls keep remind me not to be lazy?!??!!HAHA...

Whenever i feel pressure or emo, i always miss home, miss my hometown, my family, and my college life. College life??? Yup, although i had many bad memories during 2 1/4 yrs in that college, but that was the most relaxing moment in life. i have my car, work part time, earn extra cash, went shopping with my dearest friends. Life is that easy except some hard time spent on books.

When we are still a kid, we often wish that we could grow up ASAP, life of an adult is interesting to us~ but when we r an adult, we often wish to go back to the time we used to have in several years ago..isn't it just being dilema?? Human are born to be like tat. never appreciates what they have now, and regrets after they lost them. i used to hope my college life would finish ASAP coz that college never gv me any sweet memories (except i got to know Mun). but, when im in Uni now, the pressures i had always pulling me down and makes me miss the old time. :)

i will be attending a tutorial in another 2 hours time. guess i will get some sleep soon after the class.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

emo-ing

uh huh..now its already 4.25 am, and im still awake!! haha..i had a long nap this afternoon and now im working on some minor assg, so bored of it!!

Finally its time to back to class again! and i hate it!! >.< but i got no choice but to force myself wake up early in the morning!! >.<

Actually, from the very begining, there were something bothering me. Maybe to him, it is not a problem, but he never understand how i feel and look into this issue. Whenever i talked to him about this issue, he would just argue that i am not being understanding. But, did he ever think, I would have grudge that his ex has better relationship with his family than i did!!

During last summer holiday, we were back to malaysia and we could hardly meet as we were staying at different states. SOmetimes i would voiced out to him that i bet his parents do not know who am i, or ever know my existence. Whenever i gave him examples of those friends around us, he would complaint that i never make an effort to visit his house, as his parents doesn't like dependent girl. All right, i had made my effort to visit his parents. So what? His mom was just treating me like a simple friend of him, and he never try to show his mom that im his GF!!

Other than that, during CNY, i tried my best to drive to meet him and plan to pay a visit to his parents. i met him at his grandpa house and i offer him to go to his house to visit his parents, however, he rejected me and claimed that he wants to gamble. WTF!! he was like trying to avoid me from visiting his parents. As he always tell me how important am i to him, and how serious he is treating me, but why i am just being like a strange person and cannot be exposed to his family. I had talked to him about this matter for many times, but everytime he would just show me how disappointed he is in me for not being understanding. Whenever i try to ignore it, sure there will be something to pull me down. He ever told me once, his parents like his ex-L, and even would call her to join for their family gathering dinner during CNY. If this is the way how his family treat his gf, then who am i to his family? and guess what?? His 2nd bro just get to know i am his gf until i add his bro in FB. Funny right?? and his bro is treating his ex so good as obvious as it all proves in FB!!

He always claimed that his parents knew about my existence, but i dont see his mom know me as his gf. Everytime when we talk bout this, we will end up quarrel and have no conclusion on that matter. If his parents really know bout me, why his parents will stop him from coming to pg?? why everytime his mom called, he would just tell her he is with his 'friend' instead of GF?? why he cant visit me on 14/2?? why his mom just ignored me when i visit him at his house?? why he never introduce me to his parents in person?? he will never understand how i feel...

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

End of Easter break

So fast 1 week holiday is over. Didnt do anything throughout this holiday. just staying at home, watching movies, eat and sleep. hahahaha...and this bring to a consequence----gained weight!! XP

Never expect i would actually passed this holiday boringly. mainly becoz got no extra money for vacations/ trips. secondly dAr sent his car to repair and got stuck at the repair shop over the easter!! pity car stay outside alone over the easter!! sad. :(

class commencing soon, but i have no mood for books right now~~ what to do???? every night before i fall asleep, i would recalled that i still have tons of books to cover and assignments and tests!! even if i flipped on the textbook, i would had just starring on it, and end up my eyes are on the laptop screen again. apa apa macam pun ada! haihz...

I miss PG life in a sudden. at least there is much happening than here. Here is really like a dead island. last weekend the internet server down for 2 days and made my holiday even worse!!

sigh....

what a boring holiday~
goin to bed now, nitez

Friday, April 2, 2010

Easter break

Wow...its been so long i never update my blog until Jac remind me of that, lolx..
It's a sleepless night tonight, so, here i come blogging~~

Hmm...now is 3rd April, having Easter holiday until Wednesday, 1 week holiday, but still not enough for me~~ Lolx..this holiday is kinda boring. No car, no vacation, no outing!! all the while staying at home and play monopoly, poker cards, and poker with other housemates and friends. planned to go Salamanca market tmr morning, but..its already 6.45am now!!! and im still awake.. hahaha... shall I stay awake until the sun rises and hang out, or go to sleep for a couple hours and let my friend to wake me up?!?!? LOL whatever la..guess will go to bed soon after blogging..XP

it has been 1 month and 1 week i back to Hobart. I have less confident in a subject this sem, which is the Prices & Profits. i heard from my seniors, this subj has the highest failing rate in all business subjects. moreover, it is an econ subj, it is all about supply and demand!! i hate it most!! but it is a compulsory subject, so i still have to move on with it. sigh..sad~~

the worse thing staying at Mt Nelson is here have too many insects!! millipedes, spiders, smelly ants, and scorpion!! last week the accommodation office sent some1 for pest control spraying, at least now is better, got lesser insect visiting!! lolx...and because of the weather is getting cooler, the insects are hiding instead. anyway, it is better to keep them away from my house, my room, else it gonna be vacuumed!! XP

2 weeks ago, ah Ong keep listening to a song named 没那么简单 by 黄小琥. i downloaded it today and keep listening to this song. nice rhythm and lyrics. i wish i could upload it here but, im too lousy on blogging, i dunno how to upload lar!! lolx..so whoever wanted to listen to this song, just browse from the internet la. there are lots more songs i love recently. update me if there is any nice songs!!

just now i watched a TV program and they cooked crab in the show, OMG, they made my saliva dripping!! lolx..i went to my friends and they agree to cook crab tmr!!! yumm yumm...u know wad, up to this moment, my stomach is playing drum when i mentioned the CRAB!!! hehehe...hope can grab for some fresh crabs tmr!! still thinking how to cook it. wanna cook curry crab?? or cheese baked crab?? or simply fry crab with salt?? any recommendations?? lolx...

ok la..wanna sleep now, finally i feel sleepy now..:P
will update the blog if i have the time tmr!
nitez~~