Wisdom TOOTH?!?!

It's Friday! and i left with one day to memorize all the sociology answers and puke it out on Saturday morning!!
I hate memorizing. Coz i dun understand at all. i relied on the answers prepared by me and my friend. hopefully it is not goin to screw me up!
these 2 days were extremely unlucky! i cant prepare myself well for the exam, and here comes a wisdom tooth! Fortunately i din get any fever at this stage, and hopefully i will be alright until my exam is over! haha! I'm afraid of sick, afraid of injections, but i m afraid of the most is to visit dentist and my set of teeth 'get sick'....but now my gum is having severe ache due to the wisdom tooth. hope it wont get worsen as i am goin to start my final exam soon...very very soon...hope everything goes smoothly as i wanted to graduate by this year!! wish me luck!! :D

Happiness is always that simple :)

转眼间，我们俩在一起也1年又2个月了。
过去的一年，我们都是三天一大吵、两天一小闹。
我曾经埋怨过他有多不好、多霸道
有时想起的回忆还有点酸酸的
身边的好友时常都听我哭诉，
他们也爱莫能助。
可是现在，我终于感觉到他的改变了。
争吵少了，埋怨少了。
开始感觉到被疼爱了。
或许我们都学会了另一种沟通方式。
只要彼此稍微忍让与体谅，
大事化小，小事化无了。
最近的他真的改变蛮多的。
他开始学会了控制自己的臭脾气
容忍度变大了。哈哈。。。
至于我，能够在他肚子饿的时候
亲手为他烹调他爱吃的食物
我就很开心了。
甚至有时候看着他撒娇、扮无辜或睡着的脸
更是觉得好爱他。
我不知道现在的情况会维持多久，
但我希望是一辈子。

Final semester!!~~

YoOoOooo...finally my life back on track after a month winter break, road trip, friend's visit and settle the enrollment.

I'm so lucky that i passed through all the subjects for the previous semester and now begin with my final semester.

kiekk kiekk....my story should start from the day POng Pong arrived in Tassie.
we have visited Mt Wellington, Hobart city, Richmond - ZooDoo, and Port Arthur - Ghost Tour.

We had great experiences throughout the time especially at the ZooDoo and Ghost Tour.
What was so great at the ZooDoo was Celene was fear of Kangaroo!!
Besides, we almost being attack by the Ostrich and camel...lolx...it was really good experience and nice...

Port Arthur ghost trip was tremendous!!
the tour guide tells us the history of the place and attempt to threaten us all the time.
Anyway, that was the night i saw the most beautiful sky with a lot of colorful stars.
The stars make up a line just like a galaxy..it was really beautiful
I hope i will have the guts to visit there again, but i know it is impossible!! lolx..

Well, after 2 days of day trip to these places, all of us from Villa 5 begin our journey!!
Our Tasmania Road Trip!!
We have visited Launceston, Stanley, Beaconsfield, Burnie, Beauty Point, Cradle Mountain, Devonport, and Tasmazia!!
I had almost conquer the 70% of Tasmania after this trip.
we had a great moment together.
We had all unplanned, drive all the way to north, look for accommodation along the way and cook ourselves 3 meals a day.

We spent 5 days 4 nights away from home. staying at the backpacker and cabins...experience which i never had..

Time flies, soon after the road trip, Celene nidda go back to Msia...and new semester begun. we had steamboat and Mahjung as farewell for her. After all, i m glad that she enjoyed the trip to Aus so much and drawn a good memory in her life. :)

CaSiNo

Da Lang~ da lang~~

Pink Panther Machine, what a lucky machine...
Lolxx.....
Me and dAr been to casino yesterday and today..
I played the 'Tiger Machine' and won around 50bucks in 2 days..lolx..
So Happiee....^.^
Especially today, we planned to go casino for Fish & Chips.
before we order, we went to the blackjack table and won 15bucks.
So, we only paid 4bucks for our fish & chips..^.^

After the meal we went to play the Panther machine.
I use 2 bucks to win 32bucks...lolx...
I was damn happiee...and i continued the game for a few rounds b4 i get to change the coins into notes..

Life in Hobart really boring..the only entertainment at night was gambling...

My fav Fish & Chipss

The machine that let me win $$$$$ ^.^v

Hot Chocolateee~

Finally, i get to drink my favourite hot chocolate!!!

Lolx... i have been waiting for so long for my dAr to bring me to casino.
I have been missing the FREE hot chocolate for some times...
hehehehe......

Hmmmmmm.... in total, i had 3 cups of hot chocolate, and 1 glass full of diet coke..
Although i din gamble, but i was enjoy watching people playing poker, blackjack, and 'tiger machine'..

Hahahahahhaaaa....
my dAr actually lose some money on the blackjack table, but he end up get back some money..
so he wont lose that much...>.<

Aahhhhhh,.....another new experience in casino!! 1st time I ever watch a complete football match!! and i was actually shout n damn nervous while i was watching...lolx...although i dun really know much about football, its rules, the teams, and their capabilities, but i ENJOYED!!

Lolx....C. Ronaldo was damn charming...>.<"....lolx... can Portugal fight till the end??? I hope C.Ro can make it!! kiek kkieekkk....

its already 5 a.m. and im still awake, watching dAr playing poker with his friends....pray hard that dAr will win in this game, coz the buy in amount is much more than any matches previously.
^.^

Crispy Pork

Yeah!!

First time making Crispy Pork (aka Siow Bak)....

though i cant get 5 spices powder,
but the taste is still ok la...
this time the skin wasnt very crispy and abit overcooked.
next time must not open the fire so big liao..lolx..

dAr gv me 80% ...HD!! HD!! hehe

Nice??

Mt. Wellington

Ahh Haaaa...

Today me n dAr went to Mt. Wellington.
Unfortunately it was very foggy at the top of the hill.
it was very very windy and cold~~
LOLXx... now im not that afraid of the cold weather at Mt Nelson,
coz it wasn't so big deal compare to Mt. Wellington.
We just stop by M.W. for a short time,
and we drive towaards Eastland and Woolie after that.
Although it was not any amazing trip,
but i was happy enough to hangout with my dAr dAr...
^^

Pre-departure

Foggy

Exam is over!!~

ye yeah!!~ Exam is over!!! feel so relief, as i was under great stress during the exam period.

Although exam is over, but i am still worried about my results.
i didn't do well in my exam.
i could foresee that my Prices & Profits GG d...
what if i failed this subject???
haihz...lots to worry.
anyway, just enjoy the holiday 1st...
no matter how, the exa is over and i can do nothing now.
pray hard!~!~

Haihz...besides the stupid exam, here comes a stupid Zak.
he creates problem for all of us!
the stupid Zak didnt renew his contract with accommodation.
and guess wad?? he has no place to stay SOON!!
what bothers us was if he is goin to move out, sheng yan is goin to move out too..
and left only me, BH, and Ian...
end up we decide to move out together is the accommodation could not offer him a room at Mt. Nelson.
Although the easiest solution was for ebhan to move out.
However, if we could get a 4-5 rooms house outside,
that would be even great coz we dun hv to share the house with westerner.
Im not being racist. but i juz feel much comfortable without them.

Holiday ah Holiday...
what i can do at the meantime waiting for celene's coming?
i cant find any interesting movie from my HD..
Life is getting bored.
SIGH
kao meng ah!!~~

Feel so bad of myself...

SIGH.....

My mom called today. she asked what else do i need to buy and get my friend to bring it here. She knew i wanted to eat dried scallop, and she is afraid it is the quarantine item. She told me she had buy AU$200 for me today and will get my friend to bring it to me. I feel so bad of myself, as i have no confident at all for the Prices & Profits exam. I am afraid i will fail this subject and they will be very disappointed.

Maybe to some people 200 bucks isn't a big amount, but to my parents, they would rarely spend this amount for not important stuff...
haihz...

Sad sad...Hope i will pass in my exam...pray hard!! T^T

S-I-G-H

*SIGH*....

Its another day seeing the sun rises again....
this kind of life is crazy as im awake when everyone's sleeping,
and go to bed when everyone's awake. LOLX...
For the sake of the exams!!

today me and my friends shared some relationship matters and our point of view..
How i wish i could communicate with him,
to let him understand the reality of life and not being so stubborn.
but, how?!?!? he will never listen to me...
and everytime we ended up quarrel.

i wish i could make him not being so stubborn,
make him grow and be a man...
but when will these come to us??

SIGH......

EXAM EXAM!!!

DAmn it!! my exam is near but im still relax and do nothing!!
I have no idea how could this be?!?!? if my sisters heard bout this they gonna kill me!!
arrgghhh......someone help me pls~~ gv me some innitiative to study pls....haihz....

无奈

真的感到好无奈。。。。
我自问对你很好了，
可是有时无端端的被你讽刺、看着你耍赖，
我知道很多时候你并没有那个意思，
可是你有考虑过我的感受吗？
我并不喜欢被人诬赖，就算是开玩笑也好。
你总爱把事情往我身上推，就算是开玩笑也是有限度的。
有时候，我真的感觉到我不像你的女朋友。
就算在别人面前你也会拿我来开玩笑。
难道这就是一个男生该对女朋友做的事情吗？
女生不是本来就该被宠、被疼的吗？
你总是说我拿你和别人比较？
你有想过当中的原因吗？
如果一个女生是感觉到幸福的话， 她是不会做任何比较的。
我不是在说你不好，我只想要你可以真的关心我、疼我。
至少让我感觉到幸福。
每次吵架你只会说你不好、配不起我。
可我不是那么认为。
我只知道你觉得我不值得你对我太好。
可能这是你一路来的作风吧。
对我和对你前任的女朋友们都是一样的。
虽然你每次都否认，可是日子久了我发现我和她们是一样的。
一样不被重视。
比如说，你不喜欢我和别的男生聊天是怕失去了我，也不曾这样告诉前任女朋友。
但是，有一天你说露嘴，你说你前任女友知道你不喜欢她和别的男生聊天她就不会这么做。
其实日子久了，我很难去分辨对与错。
因为在你的字典里是没有“输”这个字。
不管在争论什么你都要争赢。
有时候真的会很累，不想去争论太多，
可是这样盲目地礼让可以维持这段关系多久呢？
现在的你，连我和我表弟聊天也不可以。
我只能说这是极度霸道的行为。
难道迟些就连我爸和我哥都不可以聊天了吗？？？
我不让你和你前女友聊天，
你就挑了一大堆的借口要我认同你。
可是你就没顾虑过我的感受。
你不能接受我和我前男友聊天，
难道我就接受到你这样做吗？
我把她的MSN delete 了很多次，
但最后你还是add回她。
她一直网上找你，电话短讯你，
难道就朋友那么简单？？？
普通朋友会发国际短信只为了找你聊天？？
你知道我介意可是你都不理，
难道这就是你口中所说的你爱我？？
你只是会挑什么时候我对你不好、乱发脾气，
但你从来没发现我的好。
可能对人太好久了，所有的事情都变成理所当然。
有时候真的感觉到好累，累到我很想放弃。
放弃一段你不重视的感情。
让你去选择你所谓的更好、更适合你的。
既然你有你想要的，我也不必勉强把你留下。
可能她比我还适合你吧。

1 down, few more to go!!

1 major assignment is down today, but there are still 2 tests and 1 assignment await me...P&P tests on wednesday, P&P assignment due on Friday, and Mktg Communication tests on next monday!! OMG....im fucking tired now after completed the 3,000 words assignment. what i wannas ay is, ASSG is suck and i hate ASSG!!!arrghhhh!!!

Due to this stupid assg, i had been stayed up in the middle of the night and work until morning...damn it...i can feel my body is going to break into pieces...feel painful every where...omg....Now i just hope i will faster done with those assessments and start prepare for my exams.

time flies, next month i will be sitting for my finals...after doing the Marketing management assg, i doubt myself could pass this subject. im really afraid if i m bad luck enuf...then i really 'got no eyes see' liao...sure will kena teruk teruk from family....wad i hope is for the best...pass will do..lolx...
Tired tired!! time to sleep...at 8am in the morning...good!! wad a healthy life...haihz..

a short break

hmm...it is 5minutes to 5am now...and i am still working hard on my assignment?? not really la, keep dragging and only managed to finish 1 question after so many hours.

Now i am sneaking some time to release some stress!! WTF, one of my college mates posted something in FB and i dropped a comment/suggestion to her, but that fcuking bitch ignored me with 'haahaa..'..wtf...i did nothing to deserve that reply!! she never know how to respect ppl at all, no wonder so many ppl dislike her. she is so mean!! i prefer she ignore me without any reply. i feel shame of myself to comment on some1 like this who has such a bad behaviour!! She is the type will talk to you when she needs you help, and will ignore you when she doesnt need you anymore!! I wish her will have no friends at all very soon!! it is sickening to see some1 like this. *puke*

lucky day, or a bad day????hmmmpp

I dunno i shall call today a 'lucky day'?? or a 'bad day'...

Lucky thing is that the test question for P&P is quite easy today, and i was still fresh even i just slept for 2 hours today.

the unlucky thing is that i bumped into the GAY couple TWICE within 10 minutes. actually nothing big deal saw them around,isn't it?? but i never expect B could tell others he was so sad for losing so many friends last year, and feel so unease even bump into each other. F U lar....B is the one RUINED our friendship...keep his shit mouth and stick it on A's asshole la...both the F'king GAY couple. I believe u will have ur KARMA SOON, B(itch)!!

Freaking tired now...1 test down, 1 more to go on wednesday...hope to get some rest for today before i start to fight for the Services marketing test. I'm glad that i have done my assignment which will due on wednesday, else i got no time to rest at all...>.<

Oh ya, i met some1 who is really KIASU today. i was trying to be friendly and ask him whether he has prepared for test Q. then, that KIASU ppl replied :" NO ANSWER"...FCUK~ such a KIASU ppl...look down upon u!!BoOoOoOooooooo~~~~~~~~~~

Why Tassie got so many holes??? ASSHOLE!!!!!

1st time in my life..^^

Last night i spent more than 8 hours doing the Marketing Communication case study report. At the beginning was very tough, and i spent 2 days on reading the case study but i got no clue how to start and answer the questions. I email my lecturer seek for her advice. Fortunately, she brief me on the questions and i finally understand how to attempt the questions.

Last night my Assignment MOOD was on and i do my assg for 8 hours consecutively. HAHA...not really feel tired during the process yet quite enjoy it. i left my last question for today, which i just get it done. feel kind of relief now. i can get some rest for today, and start with my revision for 2 tests which coming on monday and wednesday~

Happy, Happy~

Nothing, but bla bla..^^

Uh huh...im here again~ haha..getting addicted to blogging nowadays. When i'm stressed out looking at the assg question paper, i thought of Blogspot!! Lolx..think of blogging could really release my stress ( a little little bit)..at least this is a relaxing thing to do, right?

Hahhaa..i wonder how many ppl is viewing my blog. it is gonna be stupid if i knew no one is reading and yet im so enjoy writing..^^ however, this is one of the methods i can release stress~

i almost update a blog a day but in fact i have ntg much to share. just to be here and 'talk' to blogspot. at this hour, i could hardly find a person to chat with me, even my dAr, since he is busying with his assg and presentation. sigh...boring a~~ tho i shud be doing my assg, but...so sien larrr.....>.<

ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT....i know i cant get rid of u, but pls, try to be as simple as possible....T.T

laziness-->lack of time-->pressure

its 6.30 in da morning, and yet i am still awake!! My eyes are quite tired but just couldnt get to sleep, so now i'm here~

B4 easter holiday, i told myself that i have to start doin revision and starts preparing my assg and tests during the Easter break. However, i didnt manage to do it. now its the 7th week of the semester, many assg and tests are coming ahead, yet i have prepared nothing at all...XP

Now, 2 tests and 1 report due next week. If i'm hardworking enough, i will get all these tasks done on time. After all these tests and assg, i SWEAR i will START preparing for the next assg and tests!! Though i doubt of myself whether i'm that discipline, but i hate this kind of feeling---> PRESSURE!!

Whenever i have any assg or test due very soon and i have done no preparations, i would feel really emo and pressure. Nah, i bet everyone has this feeling/experience too! and this emo feeling will cause me insomnia. Haihz, i hate this feeling, seriously.. therefor, can some1 pls keep remind me not to be lazy?!??!!HAHA...

Whenever i feel pressure or emo, i always miss home, miss my hometown, my family, and my college life. College life??? Yup, although i had many bad memories during 2 1/4 yrs in that college, but that was the most relaxing moment in life. i have my car, work part time, earn extra cash, went shopping with my dearest friends. Life is that easy except some hard time spent on books.

When we are still a kid, we often wish that we could grow up ASAP, life of an adult is interesting to us~ but when we r an adult, we often wish to go back to the time we used to have in several years ago..isn't it just being dilema?? Human are born to be like tat. never appreciates what they have now, and regrets after they lost them. i used to hope my college life would finish ASAP coz that college never gv me any sweet memories (except i got to know Mun). but, when im in Uni now, the pressures i had always pulling me down and makes me miss the old time. :)

i will be attending a tutorial in another 2 hours time. guess i will get some sleep soon after the class.

emo-ing

uh huh..now its already 4.25 am, and im still awake!! haha..i had a long nap this afternoon and now im working on some minor assg, so bored of it!!

Finally its time to back to class again! and i hate it!! >.< but i got no choice but to force myself wake up early in the morning!! >.<

Actually, from the very begining, there were something bothering me. Maybe to him, it is not a problem, but he never understand how i feel and look into this issue. Whenever i talked to him about this issue, he would just argue that i am not being understanding. But, did he ever think, I would have grudge that his ex has better relationship with his family than i did!!

During last summer holiday, we were back to malaysia and we could hardly meet as we were staying at different states. SOmetimes i would voiced out to him that i bet his parents do not know who am i, or ever know my existence. Whenever i gave him examples of those friends around us, he would complaint that i never make an effort to visit his house, as his parents doesn't like dependent girl. All right, i had made my effort to visit his parents. So what? His mom was just treating me like a simple friend of him, and he never try to show his mom that im his GF!!

Other than that, during CNY, i tried my best to drive to meet him and plan to pay a visit to his parents. i met him at his grandpa house and i offer him to go to his house to visit his parents, however, he rejected me and claimed that he wants to gamble. WTF!! he was like trying to avoid me from visiting his parents. As he always tell me how important am i to him, and how serious he is treating me, but why i am just being like a strange person and cannot be exposed to his family. I had talked to him about this matter for many times, but everytime he would just show me how disappointed he is in me for not being understanding. Whenever i try to ignore it, sure there will be something to pull me down. He ever told me once, his parents like his ex-L, and even would call her to join for their family gathering dinner during CNY. If this is the way how his family treat his gf, then who am i to his family? and guess what?? His 2nd bro just get to know i am his gf until i add his bro in FB. Funny right?? and his bro is treating his ex so good as obvious as it all proves in FB!!

He always claimed that his parents knew about my existence, but i dont see his mom know me as his gf. Everytime when we talk bout this, we will end up quarrel and have no conclusion on that matter. If his parents really know bout me, why his parents will stop him from coming to pg?? why everytime his mom called, he would just tell her he is with his 'friend' instead of GF?? why he cant visit me on 14/2?? why his mom just ignored me when i visit him at his house?? why he never introduce me to his parents in person?? he will never understand how i feel...

End of Easter break

So fast 1 week holiday is over. Didnt do anything throughout this holiday. just staying at home, watching movies, eat and sleep. hahahaha...and this bring to a consequence----gained weight!! XP

Never expect i would actually passed this holiday boringly. mainly becoz got no extra money for vacations/ trips. secondly dAr sent his car to repair and got stuck at the repair shop over the easter!! pity car stay outside alone over the easter!! sad. :(

class commencing soon, but i have no mood for books right now~~ what to do???? every night before i fall asleep, i would recalled that i still have tons of books to cover and assignments and tests!! even if i flipped on the textbook, i would had just starring on it, and end up my eyes are on the laptop screen again. apa apa macam pun ada! haihz...

I miss PG life in a sudden. at least there is much happening than here. Here is really like a dead island. last weekend the internet server down for 2 days and made my holiday even worse!!

sigh....

what a boring holiday~
goin to bed now, nitez

Easter break

Wow...its been so long i never update my blog until Jac remind me of that, lolx..
It's a sleepless night tonight, so, here i come blogging~~

Hmm...now is 3rd April, having Easter holiday until Wednesday, 1 week holiday, but still not enough for me~~ Lolx..this holiday is kinda boring. No car, no vacation, no outing!! all the while staying at home and play monopoly, poker cards, and poker with other housemates and friends. planned to go Salamanca market tmr morning, but..its already 6.45am now!!! and im still awake.. hahaha... shall I stay awake until the sun rises and hang out, or go to sleep for a couple hours and let my friend to wake me up?!?!? LOL whatever la..guess will go to bed soon after blogging..XP

it has been 1 month and 1 week i back to Hobart. I have less confident in a subject this sem, which is the Prices & Profits. i heard from my seniors, this subj has the highest failing rate in all business subjects. moreover, it is an econ subj, it is all about supply and demand!! i hate it most!! but it is a compulsory subject, so i still have to move on with it. sigh..sad~~

the worse thing staying at Mt Nelson is here have too many insects!! millipedes, spiders, smelly ants, and scorpion!! last week the accommodation office sent some1 for pest control spraying, at least now is better, got lesser insect visiting!! lolx...and because of the weather is getting cooler, the insects are hiding instead. anyway, it is better to keep them away from my house, my room, else it gonna be vacuumed!! XP

2 weeks ago, ah Ong keep listening to a song named 没那么简单 by 黄小琥. i downloaded it today and keep listening to this song. nice rhythm and lyrics. i wish i could upload it here but, im too lousy on blogging, i dunno how to upload lar!! lolx..so whoever wanted to listen to this song, just browse from the internet la. there are lots more songs i love recently. update me if there is any nice songs!!

just now i watched a TV program and they cooked crab in the show, OMG, they made my saliva dripping!! lolx..i went to my friends and they agree to cook crab tmr!!! yumm yumm...u know wad, up to this moment, my stomach is playing drum when i mentioned the CRAB!!! hehehe...hope can grab for some fresh crabs tmr!! still thinking how to cook it. wanna cook curry crab?? or cheese baked crab?? or simply fry crab with salt?? any recommendations?? lolx...

ok la..wanna sleep now, finally i feel sleepy now..:P
will update the blog if i have the time tmr!
nitez~~